Nextel! DO IT!

Everybody but you, Sour. Come onnnnn, nationwide direct - connect! Now's the time.

I think theres a big cell phone conspiracy that all phones are designed to fuck up horribly after u have it one year...usually the term of ur contract that way they can get u to buy a new phone and hopefully upgrade that contract...happened with all of my dads phones sin like 96.

TRINITY DIES

oops should have warned you about that josh
TRINITY DIES


Damn i just noticed those bikes are 2003 models as well...Hey they did get one car right though...the audi agent smith drives. Product placement is stupid.
I also noticed taht trinity dies.

I need to see that movie at least one more time

Note to self: Meet King Asia with any kind of craziness, and he'll give it right back. Always win with normalcy, there's the key.

In this life, committing suicide would be a failure. Living is the only chance at redemption?

Speaking of suicide, I like how when I put my phone on the charger, IT POWERS OFF, AND DRAINS THE BATTERY. I am trying to turn it back on, but apparently it doesn't have enough energy to even do that. "Low Battery," and shuts itself off.

Josh so did you fail at commiting suicide?

Still in the hunt.

While it's fresh in my mind, I just want to jot these few thoughts down. It'll likely help me build a solid foundation for next year, and I know I won't remember it all as clearly in the morning. Consider it like more stored info.


Harvard turned out to be something of a disappointment, and tonight it clearly occurred to me why. It's an honor and prestigious to be accepted to Harvard, but not really to attend. In the past, my best method of learning has always been my peers. The year was disappointing because while Harvard definitely chose a lot of hard-working, determined people, it was almost a single-minded determination. The focus is on the work, and I feel as a lot of the work is pedagogical. There's no interesting interaction or learning experiences, just work for the sake of work, and I can't walk away with much from that. There's no interesting or really inspiring people to learn from, and so there's no good empirical knowledge to gain. There's little learning, because even the best people have solid, unchanging views, and there's no talk, only argument. It's like watching children play at being adults, they just spout knowledge, and there's no openness to ideas. College lacks variety, and it lacks experience. Nobody is open to ideas, and I can't thrive without that type of environment. I choose the path conducive to success, and not really conducive to learning. It's a poor learning environment, because of few new stimuli and the wrong type of people. There's a poor quality of interaction here. I realize I'm sounding redundant, but I want to make sure I fully sounded out all my ideas. I feel like I'm waiting for the rest of the world to play catch-up, so they can understand anything I would say. There's no liveliness, and a lot of boring people, and still a lot of fools. So I'm here killing time for lack of people to communicate with, and I end up looking like the fool, because I am doing nothing. Nothing solid, nothing substantial. But what do they do here? They work, and make annoying small talk. Little redemptive educational quality. Stagnating? I like being free of responsibility, and free of all of those fools of the past, it wasn't worth it, and they were all trouble. But there's nothing new coming in. And nothing really to do in the meantime. High school was more challenging in every sense. However, I really like the free time. Guess that makes it worth it. Must remember to use it productively, if I focus!! Art! Poetry!! What's the relationship between your location and how your time is spent? If the worload is manageable, what holds you back? Don't know, but lacking meaning relationships, because most of these people aren't worth my time. Going to need a plan, and a focus.